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Legacy

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about

I started writing music as a teenager — clicking it in with a computer mouse.

I had an old computer with Windows and a program called MuLab. I clicked the notes into the piano roll one by one. Sometimes I played them in on a MIDI keyboard.

That is why everything sounds a bit robotic. For a long time I didn’t really show these tracks to anyone. Now I think they are closer to sound art than to the indie pop and neoclassical music I wrote later.

why my archive became an album

The tracks were spread over old folders and my phone. I collected 64 of them and put them in order. Every track has a picture that I saved back then, mostly from tumblr, around 2015–2019: the sea, roads, power lines, a pink sky over a block of flats.

As a teenager I didn’t value myself much. Listening to these tracks now gives me a lot of energy. It turns out that was the real me.

where it comes from

before the conservatory, there was a computer mouse.

An old Windows computer and a small DAW called MuLab. As a teenager I clicked every note into the piano roll with a computer mouse, sometimes typing on a MIDI keyboard. This is where the whole lija kramer story begins.

how it looked, more or less (artist’s reconstruction)
a question I ask myself

robotic MIDI by a teenager: embarrassing, or sound art?

Later I wrote “real” music: indie pop, neoclassical. Those are songs. These early tracks are something else: tiny electronic landscapes made with no rules, no teacher and no budget.

the aesthetic

cold romance, tumblr, 2015–2019.

empty roads, the sea, power lines, a pink sky over a block of flats.

every track gets a picture from that world — the feeling of the whole universe at once, when I was young and felt everything too sharply.

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the text

the track titles make one text.

I wrote a short text and gave every track a word or two from it, in order. Here it is from top to bottom. Click a line to play its track.

  1. 01i often
  2. 02look
  3. 03through
  4. 04swiss
  5. 05train
  6. 06windows.
  7. 07instead
  8. 08of the landscapes,
  9. 09i see
  10. 10memories
  11. 11that
  12. 12my mind
  13. 13evokes.
  14. 14my dreams
  15. 15rot,
  16. 16petrify
  17. 17and die.
  18. 18my faith
  19. 19in the future
  20. 20brought me
  21. 21here
  22. 22alive.
  23. 23if i think
  24. 24about
  25. 25my past
  26. 26more,
  27. 27i will
  28. 28explode.
  29. 29i carried
  30. 30a lot
  31. 31on my shoulders,
  32. 32and i
  33. 33contemplated
  34. 34beauty
  35. 35as it
  36. 36existed.
  37. 37pink
  38. 38sunrises
  39. 39and sad,
  40. 40rainy
  41. 41roads.
  42. 42wine
  43. 43and tears.
  44. 44i miss
  45. 45those who are
  46. 46not
  47. 47with me.
  48. 48but don't you
  49. 49come back!
  50. 50part of me
  51. 51died,
  52. 52and i
  53. 53engrave
  54. 54its name
  55. 55with respect.
  56. 56i lost
  57. 57my hope
  58. 58and found
  59. 59it again.
  60. 60my legacy
  61. 61is a burden,
  62. 62yet i
  63. 63drag it
  64. 64proudly.
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LEGACY cover
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lija kramer · 2026 · 64 songs, 1 hr 22 min
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  1. 1i oftenlija kramer1:30
  2. 2looklija kramer1:26
  3. 3throughlija kramer1:04
  4. 4swisslija kramer1:22
  5. 5trainlija kramer2:22
  6. 6windows.lija kramer1:36
  7. 7insteadlija kramer0:58
  8. 8of the landscapes,lija kramer1:02
  9. 9i seelija kramer1:10
  10. 10memorieslija kramer1:16
  11. 11thatlija kramer1:10
  12. 12my mindlija kramer1:06
  13. 13evokes.lija kramer1:30
  14. 14my dreamslija kramer1:17
  15. 15rot,lija kramer0:42
  16. 16petrifylija kramer1:16
  17. 17and die.lija kramer1:14
  18. 18my faithlija kramer1:18
  19. 19in the futurelija kramer1:00
  20. 20brought melija kramer1:04
  21. 21herelija kramer1:13
  22. 22alive.lija kramer1:20
  23. 23if i thinklija kramer0:40
  24. 24aboutlija kramer0:30
  25. 25my pastlija kramer1:28
  26. 26more,lija kramer1:31
  27. 27i willlija kramer1:22
  28. 28explode.lija kramer1:39
  29. 29i carriedlija kramer0:35
  30. 30a lotlija kramer2:38
  31. 31on my shoulders,lija kramer1:52
  32. 32and ilija kramer1:43
  33. 33contemplatedlija kramer1:52
  34. 34beautylija kramer1:00
  35. 35as itlija kramer0:33
  36. 36existed.lija kramer0:55
  37. 37pinklija kramer1:00
  38. 38sunriseslija kramer1:18
  39. 39and sad,lija kramer0:52
  40. 40rainylija kramer0:58
  41. 41roads.lija kramer1:25
  42. 42winelija kramer0:41
  43. 43and tears.lija kramer1:39
  44. 44i misslija kramer1:48
  45. 45those who arelija kramer0:33
  46. 46notlija kramer1:32
  47. 47with me.lija kramer1:35
  48. 48but don't youlija kramer1:44
  49. 49come back!lija kramer1:21
  50. 50part of melija kramer0:52
  51. 51died,lija kramer0:50
  52. 52and ilija kramer0:50
  53. 53engravelija kramer1:46
  54. 54its namelija kramer1:47
  55. 55with respect.lija kramer1:09
  56. 56i lostlija kramer0:54
  57. 57my hopelija kramer1:24
  58. 58and foundlija kramer1:32
  59. 59it again.lija kramer1:32
  60. 60my legacylija kramer1:17
  61. 61is a burden,lija kramer0:53
  62. 62yet ilija kramer1:19
  63. 63drag itlija kramer1:54
  64. 64proudly.lija kramer1:56
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